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First week of summer class for me had been like the start of hell!
No, I'm not kidding! Just attending the first day was really depressing to my part! I've been having indecisive choices regarding my chosen course! I felt like I should have shifted already to another as to I feel that I don't rightfully belong to the hospital! And it sucks! We're having lectures in the classrooms and I always felt like crying! I can't help feeling like that! So for the rest of the week, I've been depressed! Very much! And that's a saying a lot! I've never felt this way before and it was the first time that I did! I really can't stop thinking of it and I have already consulted a lot of my friends regarding the manner and thankfully they lend their ears to listen to my problems! It was during these times that I am thankful for them. Since it's the first time that I had talked about such a serious matter! And right now, I'm still have waning feelings regarding my shady future. I can't help imagine my self doing a different profession than the one I am taking up, but my mother just told me that I might just need some adjustment! Adjustment my ass! Really! It's hard to pretend to like something, when in truth, you don't! *sigh* I really am confused right now and I'm just waiting for something to happen to be able to know whether my decision is right or wrong. I just want to enjoy what I am doing since its better that way. Don't you think? Anyways, if it doesn't happen, let's just hope that I will learn to love my chosen course so that in the end, I'll be able to say, It's worth the effort and my tears!
Anyways, aside from that, school was hectic for me! Every day has a quiz and we need to study EXTRA hard for us to be able to pass! And having 6 subjects is not a joke! Luckily, assignments are not included and our professors are kind enough not to give us that.
Aside from school work, I've just got home (a few hours before) and I found a long list of animes waiting to be watched! And not to mention, fanfics! So far, I'm not yet done with the half of the animes that I need to watch but I had managed to finish reading the updates of fanfics! ^^
I've only manged to watch, episode 122 of Bleach! I hate Touzen! Really! He's annoying as hell! Gin and Aizen are okay, but that guy!? No thanks! How I wish he will be killed by his good friend, from the 13 captains! Also, Naruto Shippuden episode 10! such a cliffhanger! I've been waiting for Sakura's medical jutsu! Why did they need to cut the parts that was interesting! Oh well, at least! It will come out next Thursday! Also, I manged to finish episode 28 of D Gray Man and episode 27 of Death Note! It's really getting interesting! A new arch had emerge and I can't hardly wait for the suspense that it will show us!
i could have continued watching episode 2 of Romeo x Juliet, episode 3 of Touka Gettan, episode 2 and 3 of Heroic Age and episode 2 of sola if it's still early! But sadly, it's already 3:30 in the morning so I need to stop! I need to get that precious sleep that I've been missing for the past few days! I'll continue it later before going back to the dormintory!
There are a few new animes that I need to watch also! The long awaited, Lovely Complex! I've been eager to see it in animation! Though, I haven't personally read the manga, I know it will be great! Seeing as it had made the Big screen! ^^ also, there's Kaze no Stigma! I haven't gotten the chance to know the story, but I'll found out once I watch the first episode! So I think that's all for know! I'll post again by next week for my weekly report!
Ciao!
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